Hi,
No need to feel selfish. Ask, and you will receive. I will stand in the gap and pray for God's strength when you go and talk to her, I ask that the Lord will prepare her heart, and remove the scales from her eyes before you speak to her of the Gospel.
How beautiful, the feet of those who boldly plant the seeds of the great commission!
Always remember these two verses: Deuteronomy 31:8 " And the Lord, he is the one who goes before you, he will be with you, he will never leave you or forget you; Do not fear, or be afraid"
Mark 11:24 - "Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe in your heart that you have received it; and it shall be yours"
It all starts with a seed. You water it, and God will help that seed to grow. In time God will choose the person to harvest it for him. We never "lead" anyone to Salvation, God does that - we witness the transformation of a person that accepts Jesus as thier Savior.
But I tell you the truth - God is changing you, as well. Like a vessel of Gold or Silver, he is removing the "dross", the impurities that he does not like, and refining you to something greater. Be bold for Jesus ! Remain meek and humble, and let his light shine in you.
You are becoming a great vessel for Jesus in Heaven.
God be with you always!
Blaine / FAITH FACTOR