Usvart Jorge wrote:

The fact that i'm always so lonely and that i'm always sort of depressed...

Try not to dwell on that too much outside of a therapist's office. It can really weigh you down thinking about how down you are.

Where ever you go, there you are.
Jesus: "Remember, I AM with you allways
even to the end of time."

Some people are given a rather "interior way of life."
The Hermits of old, or the desert Fathers
sought solitude and contemplation.

At the Monestary gate it read: God Alone!
I was in the garden and an old Priest
told me "You have the Mind of Christ!"
I later read this pasage in the Bible.
We are one, the Father, Son, amd Holy Spirit.

Some people are Active and bussy themselves
with all kinds of things, as social lights.

If you are called to be a Monk take some time
and contact a Monestary. Just talk to a Priest
and he will direct you.

We are all called to be: Single, Married, or Religious.
One day at a time, sweet Jesus.

I encourage you to do your home work
and study Monks and Monasticism, Saint Benedict, the Lives of the Saints,
Monestarys in America, Read about the Blessed Virgin Mary,
She is the Queen of Angels and Saints.

The Catholic website EWTN.com is the best way to study on line.

Religious life has a life style for every man.
I'm a Franciscan Monk, of the third order
for the common people.

I live in a apartment it's my Sanctuary.
I was given the possibility to live at the Monestary for the rest
of my life.

God Bless You!

Bible Study every day.

Looking into returning to some studies next semester.

No one visits my forum anymore.

Hi Rowland

Hi there, will you be my friend?

No. No I will not

Haha, how have things been going?

I'm going to be returning to uni next month. Looks like I've been offered a place in a professional writting course. Interesting, but simple enough to ease myself back into study.

Nice

Man, I suck at empathizing with others and giving moral support. And to think, I once considered a career in psychiatry.

LastFirstborn wrote:

Man, I suck at empathizing with others and giving moral support. And to think, I once considered a career in psychiatry.

You've gotta be in real good place yourself, before you can empathise with others. Well, that's not quite right, you can empathise with others while you're in a dark place, but you wont have the energy to put up with other people and their problems, or to care.

Well, this is my third weeek back at university.

IGI may have a new release or two on the way

Good to hear, Rowlie.

On my mind, do turkeys look at each others feet and go "Man, those are some ugly feet. I hope mine never look like that."?

I got an Indivisible Particle Smasher in the mail today

and I got a pocket watch earlier this week

I seem to have a chest infection of sorts. Charming.


Also, IGI is working on a new release.

Vigilance Saints Arise wrote:

Where ever you go, there you are.
Jesus: "Remember, I AM with you allways
even to the end of time."

Some people are given a rather "interior way of life."
The Hermits of old, or the desert Fathers
sought solitude and contemplation.

At the Monestary gate it read: God Alone!
I was in the garden and an old Priest
told me "You have the Mind of Christ!"
I later read this pasage in the Bible.
We are one, the Father, Son, amd Holy Spirit.

Some people are Active and bussy themselves
with all kinds of things, as social lights.

If you are called to be a Monk take some time
and contact a Monestary. Just talk to a Priest
and he will direct you.

We are all called to be: Single, Married, or Religious.
One day at a time, sweet Jesus.

I encourage you to do your home work
and study Monks and Monasticism, Saint Benedict, the Lives of the Saints,
Monestarys in America, Read about the Blessed Virgin Mary,
She is the Queen of Angels and Saints.

The Catholic website EWTN.com is the best way to study on line.

Religious life has a life style for every man.
I'm a Franciscan Monk, of the third order
for the common people.

I live in a apartment it's my Sanctuary.
I was given the possibility to live at the Monestary for the rest
of my life.

God Bless You!

Bible Study every day.

Dude, are you alright?

I'm really not in a good mood tonight. I'd rather quite like to drink an awful lot, or just go to bed... but I can't do either, as I've got homework for uni tomorrow. I've got a chest infection, so I could just not go tomorrow... but I kinda wanna make good my effort to get back into my studies.

Well, that last post was as emo as I'm feeling today

On paper, it appears I'm doing much better at uni than I feel I've been doing, My first two assignments got marks of 75% and 80%, when I was sure they would just scrape over the 60% mark at most. So it would appear that my intellectual abilities are still there, just hiding behind an obscuring cloud of forgetfulness and the inability to focus.

I've got a new release and a new gig on the way...

I shouldn't have seen those gore pics before going to bed.

I've not been on here much lately. I've been super busy with uni, and my depression has been playing up more than usual.

that might explain why i dont see you that often at bdownload.

skkorre wrote:

that might explain why i dont see you that often at bdownload.

Most definitely. Sorry about that.

not a problem man, you're not the only one with issues. i feel hypocritical at times to post there sometimes, perhaps thats one of the reason why i am not so frequent there myself. got stuff in my mind to post though...